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2005-08-02T03:07:00.000-07:00

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2005-07-31T20:17:00.000-07:00

ndp was a blast! ok, the company was great, but the performance was average. the previous years were so manymuch better:) angie, nic and I were super hyped up la. more hyper than the supporters or whtever you call them . we were like the only ones hyper there . now you can imaginehow low the spirit was. but because of the funess we made there, i enjoyed myself loads. if not, i wld be like those old grannies sitting there eating non-stop. and oh btw, the snacks were alr overdue la. ' lao hong ' one lor. ): wasted . and the bag this year, though unique, it totally is un-nice. i dunt think that pple wld even buy the bag for 10cents. i mean, i dunt even want it, though its free . the fireworks rocked. im always captivated by them. theyre really fantastic. the highlight of the show!i sincerely wanna thank the inventors of fireworks. ha . wonder i fireworks are enviromently hazardous though.

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i think im having a fever agn. but the flu is gone though. YIPEE. everybody's falling sick nowadays. some virus i presume. so take good care of yourselves friends. (: exams are near and all , so , yeah . take xtra good care. (:

2005-07-29T18:42:00.000-07:00

i have deleted the other post. when i read bck, i felt so silly that i hav felt that way. i hav thought everything negatively, which sld have been positive. i feel myself taking everything into my own small hands and not commiting it to the trusting hands of my Father. nth is too big for Him. i guess i sld hav erased the past and look forward. sry for the unessary worry friends.

sighhs . i havent completed all my chi hmwk yet. heard the chi spelling is postponed to monday. AGH. i was hoping to miss that when i didnt go to schl on friday. owell. mayb it's for the best too.

going to NDP today,with angie , nicole and mom(: i cant wait for the fireworks! but the march wld be boring): hope the weather wld be good. i dunt want the flu to get worse. i still feel sick, though my AHCHOOs have dissappeared-yay for that. they are really irritating. ha.

i figured one solo on the guitar for electric guitar for everymore. its not that great and not that not great. its ok la. hope can add that in! (:

i gotta dash now!
cheerios!

2005-07-29T16:27:00.000-07:00

SICK-
i didnt go to schl tday,
cos i am..
SICK.
if there is one thing good about being sick,
it wld be not needing to go to schl.

you wanna knw why? because i just cant stand being sick, esp when it's flu. yup. it's no play when you hav flu. plus sneezing, it gets you on your nerves. serious. youre not only affecting yourselves, but also pple arnd you. they get irritated. so for the sake for my beloved sitting partner deb, i choose not to go to schl tday. ok, not entirely for her i admit. it's also for the stupid load of chi hmwk i must endure.

chi spelling, chi 'du hou gan', chi 'zuo wen', chi this... chi that...

im getting sick of chi. dunt teachers get that giving too much hmwk is such a turnoff for their students??!! they not just will get sick of it, too much hmwk wld also spoil your reputation. so there. students nowadays are stressed enough, plus the number of activities they hav in schl, useless activities, such as thanksgiving reharsels and performances ... yadaa.. they hardly hav time for themselves. take me for example, not ONE day do i go home before 7pm! and i have to miss church services, just to perform!

DRRRR.

whtever. my studies are in the pits anw.

AHHHHCHOOOO!

i guess i hav to get bck to studying now, IF i can concentrate. ):

2005-07-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

bought a new sling bag by ZINC. quite nice la. ha. cld'nt make ezlink card tday. closed. baam.

was the teacher's day audition tday. was quite okay. nice in fact. played the song EVERMORE. the chirstian one. isnt really related with teachers day. okay, in fact, it has nothing to do with teachers. we wanted to change the song aft the auditions, but thats not possible anymore): wells, just have to make do with it.

PE was so fun! hockey! my fav game for now, i think. lol. though its really tiring, the fun makes up for it. and plus the mass pe, my legs are now aching. again. i wonder if it'll keep on happening everyweek. lol.

love corrinne may's cd. my dad bought it. love it totally. the lyrics just blow me away.

and was busy thinking of a band name tday in class. came up with super funny ones, eg. fantastic4+2( in courteosy of yvo). lol. and many others. i just thought of the name SOLDOUT though. like sold out for God or smthin. ha. or M.A.D (making a diference). aiyah. heck first la.

ugh . like a long month will be ahead of me. MANY events going on. cant wait for sonicfest and festival of praise though. (: and spook show. ha.

I LOVE CORRINNE MAY'S JOURNEY SONG. totally NICE. (:

2005-07-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!
from slime time!
ha. ha. ha. ok. i think im abit phyco now, thanks to the friends i make(: slime time was fun, hah. abit boring, but fun. aft that roamed arnd the science centre for awhile with candice, tanya, yvoj,vicki and deborah. it was cool in a 'science' sorta way.esp , the big nose. lol.

then went to mac to eat,had much laughs. sang the kuando song for like... OK . we went crazy about that song, the lyrics changed and all . lol. wanted to take taxi back with deb, but it wld hav costed me a BOMB. so took mrt , sat there till my butt got hot. wna cook eggs anyone? (:

there's geogtest tml. and guess what , i dunt think i'll hav time to study, only read. plus my mood.. totally not on books now.

my band gonna audition for teachers day . practicing tml . wonder if we can make it la.
HAH. not that i think that our standards are ciao low, which is totally NOT, butwells. i dunno. just hav to wait and see.

just get me what i want and i'll be easily contented.

2005-07-18T04:22:00.000-07:00

arts night was a blast(:im getting busyer by the days. MAN.

2005-07-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

rehersal was rather fun tday, despite my tiredness and everything. the band made me slp. ha. PE was fun fun fun.(: softball makes me go on a high.

angie is thinking of taking singing lessons, and my mum also wants me to take, like wtheck. like i can make it lah.lalalalalala. SEE? not nice lor .

and im gna make braces too . as in, my mum wants me to make it. my teeth is like , too far apart. serious. the gaps btween my teeth is big, so must put braces in order to closen the gap. i think i'll look really retarded with braces:X

2005-07-14T04:29:00.000-07:00

dad gave me time on the comp.(: this week has really been hectic. arts nite rehersal almost everyday;cant be any worser.going home super late at night which usually ends up with me immediately sleeping aft going home, resulting in slacking of studies cum not-done-homework. plus tests coming up next week. gimme a break.why on earth do we need so many rehersals lor. im singing till my throat's getting worse, if it already isnt in the first place.the walls of my throat are actually alr sore and the doctor says no singing,but well, being in choir is to sing. so not much of a choice aye.and why does choir have to start at 4.30PM. isnt it abit too late?! ok. alot too late?! by the time i reach home it will be alr 8PM.its just a total waste of time hanging arnd schl till 4.its the latest cca lah.why not just hav it at 2.30 or smthing. heard someone's parent is wanting to complain. thnk God for parents.geee. i dunt think the letter is gna help anwy.

im totally clueless about maths. both maths.and mrwong is not much of a help. he is totally hooked on the NKF thing. i wunt be surprised if he eat it, talks it and dreams it everyday.plus the ice-cream man. is he interested?i greatly think so. he looks out for him.he must be thanking God that our classroom faces the icecream man. HAH.

tday's singsperation really really touched me. it got into me. like, the words misswongs said 'hitted' me really hard. like ' boom' ;eyes-litted, type of thing. and yes, i did shed some tears; hah, dunt tell anyone.i relised that i am hurting, i just dunt wna face reality. felt that God really spoke in His own special way.

2005-06-26T02:54:00.000-07:00

today's service was good.
had a fantastic worship.
also had some testimonies about the mission trip and all.
im really looking forward to going to a mission trip.
i mean,
i really love those street kids and all.
i'll just hug and kiss them even if they're dirty ,stinky,
smelly, whatever.
i dont mind man.
hahs.

here in spore,
i find that we are too priviledged and too comfortable in our lifestyle.
we are alr fortunate enough to have three(or more) meals a day,
clothes to wear,
i cant think of anything that i lack of.
there,
the children knws wht is most impt,
not clothes.. food and all,
but satisfaction in all that you have.
they have wht some pple take a lifetime searching for.
you can be a millionare and never be happy or satisfied,
however, you can be a beggar and be the happiest person on earth.
if i can choose,
i'd rather be the beggar.

anw,
after that,
dwayne preached.
was good.
nice and simple.

and had altar call.
wells.
Pastor wanted those who are called in the full time to come up.
i had this urging to go,
even in the first service, at the end.
but i didnt.
i dunt even knw why.
and then God really touched me.
as in,
when they prayed for them,
and while everyone was stretching out their hands,
i felt that they were praying for me too.
the words just reached out to me.
i got touched and tears flowed,
endlessly.
i then knew that,
well,
i had to go in front,
but at that time everyone was praying and all,
and it was too late.
i regretted not going.
i had two chances today,
and another i missed last year,
but well,
i shall the next time.

after the service,
i felt all my burdens lifted.
i literally felt light,
and i had a sense of calmness in me.
i felt like i was floating.
for the whole journey back,
i felt like jumping and skipping and praising God.
i cant describe it,
the feeling was .....
incredible.
like WOW.
WHOA.
i feel this almost every sunday,
aft praising God and worshipping Him.
hahas.
for those who do not go to church,
you better do that,
cos youre missing out something great.

melody carlson's diary of a teenage girl has released another continuation !
really good christian book.
for girls,
yeah.
shld go check it out.
(:

2005-06-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

my parents just left for batam this morning.
sighhs.
will miss them terribly.
however,
there's an up side to it.
FREEDOM.

hmmms.
schl's starting in less then two days,
and im dunt think im prepared.
here's proof;
-there's hmwk and i dunt even knw.
-so by not knwing, it just makes sense not to do it.
-my schl books are nowhere to be found.
-i dunt think i'll bother finding it.
-i dunt remember a single thing about what ive studied.its like,
ive been gone frm schl for a million gazillion years.
-still suffering frm the past term's study fever, havent got over it.
-which means, i havent even got to some real holiday mood.
so how do you expect me to start schl???!!

guess this is enough.
but the list still goes on.....
schl, ready or not, HERE I COME.

2005-06-24T00:53:00.000-07:00

smthing wrong with my tagboard,
pple cant get thru,
so decided to change to haloscan.

nice day today.
went to schl like,
at 6AM,
while everyone is still snoring in my neighbourhood.

cld'nt get much of a dose of a sleep last night.
managed to slp only at 2.30-3am.
till 5am.
two hours.
sighhs.
had trouble slping.
millions of things went thru my mind,
and like,
cld'nt get them out.
was disatrous.

and i kept on trying to go to sleep,
but found out that trying to slp will NEVER get me to slp as im still thinking of trying to get to slp,
and the only way to slp is to think of nth.
it was hard for me trying to think of nth.
but finally,
after the tossing and turning and all,
i slpt.

uhms.

okay.
this is so uninteresting,
blogging about how i slept.
whtever.

went to bugis tday,
aft much hesitation.
ate mos until i almost burst,
or rather,
my stomach almost burst.
thank God it didnt,
or it'll be much of a trouble for my dahlin' friends to get my to safety.

didnt eat my medicine tdy in the morning.
felt really sick at schl.
ugh.
and at mos,
cld'nt taste any of the food i was eating.
for the whole week actually.
imagine.
one whole week.
tasteless tastebuds.

i miss the old schl,
but the new one isnt that bad either.

2005-06-23T21:34:00.000-07:00

WHO AM I-casting crowns

Who am I
that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I
that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I
that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I
that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

lovely song.
have loved it for ages.
i have gone away Lord
but i'll be turning back.

2005-06-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

school starts tml.

sighhhhhhhhsssssssssss.

2005-06-23T04:15:00.000-07:00

i think my tagboard's not working.
pple's tags cant seem to get thru.
):

2005-06-21T19:13:00.000-07:00

drats.
you knw what?
i've been having this horrible day.

and then,

i took this really bigg effort to blog about it.
and now what,
my comp suddenly went like
offline??!!

and i lost everything?

whatever.

sighhs.
im just feeling horrible about myself and all today.
and other causes.
to you , they may seem really minor.
but to me, it's a big deal.

other pple are out and about enjoying their holiday,
whereas me?
sitting here pitying myself,
or so to speak.

there are just sooo many things i hav to say.
but owells,
so much blogs being private.

i'll just hope for a better day tml then.

when reason fails and you aint looking up,
there's always another day, wells,
at least thats a start.

a better tml, here i come

2005-06-21T15:51:00.000-07:00

changed my bckgrd agn.
sighhs.
am i really that bored?

did not go to sch today.
woke up with a really sore throat.
was terrible.
when will i ever be well?

2005-06-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

gna write a poem to express my feelings now....hope yall like it,
and think about it.

OUT LOUD.

i've been sitting here all day long,
wondering what has gone all wrong.
i mean,
where's the fire that once was burning in us?
the fire that has been keeping us strong,
all gone?...
look in the days of the Bible and now,
the people back then,
i feel,
had more faith somehow.
its the last days my friend,
we sld rise up as one,
and be even stronger then what we are now.
we sld reach out,
make God known out loud,
pour oil into our lamp,
and bring pple to God in bulks!
not just stand somewhere,
waiting for a chance,
instead,
grab an opportunity,
let it make knwn to everyone!
i admit that i have lacked courage,
to speak out right from wrong,
but i'll try and try really hard,
to change my ways,to at least produce a spark
i see christians today playing a fool,
not taking seriously,
to use what they have as a tool.
the importance of a life,
a life so precious,
can they bear to throw it away?
w/o letting them knw a kingdom called 'heaven'?
i see lost souls,
crying out loud,
w/o God,
i knw they will never seek themselves out.
the time is drawing near,
time is running out.
if only we cld all coperate and focus on God,
and let the truth be said out loud.

its not as good and all,
but at least i've said my mind.
takkair,
ya'all.

my say

2005-06-20T01:20:00.000-07:00

saw this guitar pic.
really nice and plain.
so decided to put it as my bckgrd.
much nicer than the piano one aye.
(:

2005-06-19T20:26:00.000-07:00

changed my bkgrd.
tell me it's nice.

didnt go for arts nite reharsal today.
i asked for one day MC,
but the doc gave me one week.
tell me,
who doesnt want it when the last week of the hols is filled with sch,sch and more sch?
but i dunt think i can skip the whole week though.
mr chow is gna be furious.
just like aud's church conference thing.
he didnt even lether go for one day!
how mean can that be man.

sighhs.
i got 7 tablets to swallow,
plus some syrup to partake.
bless me.

2005-06-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

yay.
just came back frm mlsia.
and ugh.
caught the flu virus and a really terrible when-you-swallow-there's-alot-of-pain-and-irritation sorethroat.
really sick.
feel horrible.
dunt feel like gg to sch tml.
sighhs.

anw,
in a shopping mall in mlsia,
there was this B-BATTLE going on.
some sort of breakdance-grp conpetition.
they were REALLY good ok.
so gd until pple who were shopping all went out of the shops to look at them breakdance,
and the sceams were sooo loud,
for once i thought all the windows in the mall were gna break.
and there were sooo many people squeezing to see them,
on all the floors,
till i hardly had any air to breathe.
but yeah,
they were impressive,
despite the crowd.

sighhs.
i cant type any longer.
my head is spinning.
till then.
tatas.

cure me.

2005-06-16T20:50:00.000-07:00

just came back.
actually me,
jayne and zee was supposed to go for bass lesson with barry.
but owells,
last min cancelled cuz of smthing.

but in a way,
its good too,
cuz we had so much fun at jayne's hse!
HAHS.
at first,
we were bored.
but then ,
someone(i forgot who) came up with a great idea to BAKE.
yupps.
so we baked pandan brownies.
((: yumms.
we were really into the baking.
cuz even b4 we baked,
there was alr flour and coco powder on our faces.
hahs.
thts the camofludge i guess.
and then,
with much hard work,
disgusting moments,
and errm..dirtying of clothes,
we completed it.
and when we tried it,
mmmmmm.
pandan brownie.
tasted so great.
cuz of my stiring,
at least that was wht jayne's sis said about for about 3 times.
she made my day,
no doubt.

in the mrt,
zee spoiled my day by messing up my fringe and hair 31 TIMES.
Actually,
it was more.
yes,
she tortured me.
like waht kind of friend is that huh.
but also,
she accompanied my to tam-pines.
yes.
there is some good in her after all,
deep deep down inside.
zee,
you have hope.
you still hav hope.
dunt give up.
btw,
i have FREE national day ticks.
won it.
6 ticks.
dunt tell anyone.

STUBBORN

2005-06-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

why do we make complications,
full of foolish implications?
why the choice to convolute,
when all it serves is to dilute?
what is real and right and true?
just love Jesus-he loves you
why so many denominations?
legal dogma,rules,citations,
wall us in and breed more fear,
conform or you are outta here!
why not choose simplicity,
and turn from our duplicity.
love and learn and forgive,
Jesus, show me how to live.

cramped.

2005-06-15T19:09:00.000-07:00

i love to invert now,
thnks to zee. (:

zee made this one for me.
sweet eh her?
the other girl in the pic is avril btw.
hahs.

2005-06-15T02:27:00.000-07:00

changed my skin, alas.
finally found the perfect rainbow picture.
whew.
lost all the tags.
arghh.

found out im actually going to malaysia over the weekend.
thnks to my parents.
):
i am totally not pyched for the trip LA.
like who wants to leave your comfortable home and all your friends behind,
to go for some stupid trip where shopping is all you can do.
i cant insist,
for compulsory is stamped on it.
wahtever.
but i trust my dad to have good perpective and insights,
therefore,
im not that insistant.
go with the flow babeh.
frankly,
i cant wait for school to start.
i just wished it was w/o the studies.

wld'nt it be cool if school was carefree,
homework has no deadline to meet.
then we'll all hav fun when we like it,
we'll be all in for a tasty treat!!!
(singing to the tune of cadbury.)

regretting.

2005-06-14T18:34:00.000-07:00

God has been so good in my life.
that's why i have decided to sit down and count my blessings today.
since i'm so free.

i'm one blessed girl because i'm ...

blessed by such wondefull parents, i cld'nt ask for better.

blessed by my fun-loving cousins.... they are one fun but sensible bunch.
not to mention that they hav wondefull music talents!each one of them i hold so dear in my heart.

blessed by my uncles and aunties, they are the ones who always cooks greaat food,and the ones who encorages music to be surrounding us when we hav gatherings! the uncles hav their guitar club, the ladies hav their cooking session.... dunt u think that they are super talented too?? hahs.

blessed by grandmother(s). thou they dunt understand me quite well bcuz of the generation gap , i still wna thank them for taking care of me really well. i really tresusure them.

blessed byjayne, auddie, zann and charms!! you guys are the best!! thnks or all he fun and laughter we had!!! i love you (: i'll nvr regret knwing such good friends!!

blessed byjing yi and nam ((: hey guys. thnks for everything ya. you guys understand me the most. hahs. thnks for all the phone calls that cheers me up, the retardedness, the smiles.... etc.
love ya!!

blessed bymy crazy sitting partners, deborah, yvonee, and vicki!!! you guys are always the light in the mist of a boring lesson!!! and deborah girl, thnks for all the songs we had and the mrwong jokes !!!ahhahs. and yvonee, for the times spent with ya... GOLDEN MOMENTS. dunt be sad alr ya?? and vicki, for the times where u are the sensible one .. hahas. thnks for just being yourself!! i will always remember ya guys!!! you rock my world. (:

blessed bymy fun and crazy class. ((: you guys bring GMSS downnn. luv ya. frankly, i think that FAITH 3/3 is the best class arnd!! long live mrwong. hahas.

blessed by such a lovely band. as in the music, not the people. hahas. nah. i guess our band name is 'band' alr huh?? since we cant come up with a name. lols. edward, yang cheng, tommy, nam( you're still in , i dunt care) , andrea and alvin( althou u are not in, you're helping us eh?(:)....thnks for all the jamming sessions which puts laughter on my face, i will tresure it forever. thou we are not the best band arnd, i believe that you guys really hav a passion for music, and more importantly, for God. and because of that, you guys hav alr created the best music of all times in my heart. we may not be together forever , we may go diff ways, but i'll always remember this band as a stepping stone for me in the music ministry. to edward, thnks for the lame jokes which makes me roll my eyes, the encoraging words that come outta your mouth,the 'good! keep it up! ' 's that ive receieved... the cordination of the band which u so care about,and the stupid 'nvr say bye' phone calls, yes, even that. hahahs.and for yang cheng,exchanging letters hav been fun with you , hope that we can continue!! hahahs.thnks for trusting and believing in me.thnks for keepin all my secrets safe.thnks or being so positive on things and always cheering me up when im dow.and for tommy,thnks for nothing. ahhas. nah, i wld.nt be that bad. err. thnks for the fun times and for teaching me some of your skills. you're a great drummer.for nam, thnks for your close friendship with me!! and talking to me when im bored. and the retarded times we've shared!!you're a great friend i must say. my secrets are forever safe with you. not because you can keep secrets well , but bcuz u dunt bother about them!!hahas.for andrea, as they say, the guitarist goes with the drummer,the singer goes with the pianist.... hahas. how true! you've been such a great friend!! thou we're in diff class this year, our friendship has bcum stronger! lols.thnks for accompanying me to be the only girls in the band.(:for alvin, one word. IBNOL. remember ?? ahhas.you're one funny guy. the age gap for us is huge, but since we're all still acting like kids, we all can connect well,am i right??too ba your poly start sia. meetup someday eh. ((:continue serving God in wadevr that ya guys do!!

blessed by my church friends!!!i have such great church friends, esp. rach and audrey!! you guys are the best. and for becky and abby...thou you are in NZ now... i'll nvr ever forget ya!! thnks for the fun and laughter, and for the prayers. (:and for the rest of the XYQers, you guys rock! ahahs.

blessed bythe creation of God. breathe in the air and look out of the window, you'll see.

blessed bymy teachers in school!!(some of them) ahhas. the are like the best chers in the world!!

blessed bymusic. WOW.blows me away.

blessed byjoe, for all the replys and entertainment that he gives.

blessed bymy ex-sitting partner, JEANNETTE.

blessed by all the other friends that surround me. even thou i dunt knw u well , you hav played a big role in my life...by filling my life up with friends like you!! if not, my life will be empty.
thnks!

blessed bymy cocotato head, fellicia, and her fellow toad/garfield , dawn . ((:

uhmms. they are so many others, but i guess im tired. lols. the list can continue on, but i shall stop here then.

thanks to all.

toodles for now.

i have unclasped to thee the book even of my secret soul , will u
not accept?

2005-06-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

had sucha fun dayy with zann today.
cutted my hair.
went to team salon.
and then ...
you can nvr guess wht happened...
here goes;
this look-like-early-twenties guy who talked chinese came to cut my hair.
then ,
upon cutting,
he asked me on where i lived...
so i said tampines...
and then he asked me if im free during the june hols,
so,
in my broken chi,
i said no, cuz i got school.
then he kept on talking to me and when my mum called and said wna go malaysia on fri or smthing,
he asked me if he cld follow..
then i was like NO.
then he also asked if the length of the hair ok anot..
then i said YES.
then he said i saying YES for the trip or the hair..
then i didnt knw wht he was toking about cuz my chi sucks.
so i then didnt care and kept slient.
then he took me to wash my hair.
then he asked me agn if i hav time,
then i said no.
then he said he ask me cuz he wants me to be a make-up model ..
then i was like HUH???
then he thought i didnt understand so he asked agn..
but actually i was kinda shocked..
then i kept slient and said that i dunt hav time.
and then he kept on asking me if i came to parkway often ..
then i said NO.
then he just kept talking to me and everything.
and when he washed my hair he kept touching my ear!!
ew.
i was nvr go to the salon agn!!!

ERRR.
weird experience sia.

anw ,
thank God that was the end of a bad expereince.
aft that,
went to zann's hse.
watched movies
'spongebob sqaurepants'
and
errr. nvm... i shall not say it..
it will sound super funny.
hahas.
yupps.
then had loads of retarded moments,
and then got sended home.

THATS MY DAY.
whew.

2005-06-09T16:42:00.000-07:00

did u ever feel like you are trapped in the world of your own,
indulging and oblivious of your surroundings?
yes,that's how ive been feeling in the past few days.
even when im was out with friends ytd,
i cld'nt quite compose myself to actual reality.
funny ehs?
guess my brain just has a time-out.

______________-my brain in the last two days,
LIFELESS.

just walked in the rain all the way back home.
soaking wet.
but i love da feeling!!
as long as i dunt fall sick ,
i dunt mind trying it agn,
as in purposely.

hmmms.
OBS and church camp pple coming back today.
time sure passes fast.
ZOOOooommm~
haahs.
in the blink of an eye ..
POOF!!
holidays are almost gone.
now its the cambodia pple going away .
will be praying for ya all aye.
just focus and go there and be a blessing to them!!
((:

HUMAN WILL FAIL YOU, BUT GOD NEVER DOES.
this phrase really means alot to me.
i've realised that i have been depending on people to fulfil my expectations.
but i've failed to realise that we are not all that perfect.
Only God can fill the bill of perfection.
and when they dunt meet my expectations,
i get all upset.
i mean,
why shld i be upset??
in the first place,
i shld just look to God yea.
He is the one u shld go to for your comfort,your strength.
not humans.
they may satisfy u for awhile,
but God satifies eternally.
amen?
(:

done with it.

2005-06-06T12:24:00.000-07:00

went to east coast beach last night..
the food there was,
OOHLALA!!

**yay!! one pink XYQ t-shirt coming !!
cant wait ! the design rocks my socks!!
hahs.

make me strong, in your might.

2005-06-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

service today was great.
cld really feel God's presence.
the joy inside me was unbelivable.
i was practically smiling and laughing and hopping arnd while praising.
love that feeling.
its an indescribable feeling.
it's wondeful how u can leave all your troubles and worries at the feet of Jesus and come to God dancing upon His throne during worship.
it's really something which human nor any man can bring,
only thru God.
yupps.
a one way deal.
worship can be such a powerful tool.
(:

sighhs.
wish that i can go for the church camp.
but with sch and all..
sighhs.
an opportunity missed.
owells.
there are other opportunities i'm sure.
for all those who are gg,
youall will be in my prayers!
may u grow spiritually and physically(FOOD!!)
with the Lord almighty,
and may u come back refreshed,
with many good and cherished memories
and life changing experiences!!

tt's all for now.
may the force be with you.
i'll miss ya'all.

everytime i pray; i move tha hand of God.

2005-06-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

went to zannie's hse on friday to watch movies.
endded up with mousehunt.
was supposed to laugh.
but cld'nt.
tried really hard.
but cld'nt.

took really uhm,
weird and retarded pics.
go and see 'em at zann's blog if u want to.
only zann and aud is worth looking.
not me.
found out that the pics were to-ally (aud's influence) hideous.
owells.

went for CIP today.
slack a lil.
who doesnt for flag day la.

then went to shop with my mum.
i love going to shop with my mum.
cuz i just love going shopping with mummy.
cuz shopping with mummy is the thing i love.

ok.
fine.
cuz there are freebies ,
which u dunt hav to pay to get 'em.
cuz they are freebies.

i'll miss the cambodia pple.):
i'll miss tha ob pple.):
will be praying hard for ya'all not to get mosquito bites.

2005-06-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.
just came back frm a tiring day.
went to town with charm, aud and kim.
watched monster in law.
dang funny la.
hhahs.
was worth it.

then went shopping,
with no cash.
had a hard time remembering that i had no cash.
and whn i suddenly remember,
i'll be going'oh man!'.
hahs.
didnt knw moneh cld be such a wet blanket.
sighs.

choir agn tml.

givme a break

2005-06-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

this blog is dedicated to all musicians out there!
esp. to my band leader, drum roll*...who plays the drumms!!

aloha!!
who's feeling high today??!!

lols.
did nth much today.
went to sch...
did some shopping..
went to grandma's hse for dinner..
yups.
thats bout it.

'singapore is snowing'!!
at least that was wad me and my mom thought while eating at the food court at tam.
we looked outside and saw white flakes which exactly looked like snow.
to make it much more realistic,
it didnt stop.
funny eh?
i was super hyped up when i saw the 'seeming' snow.
i thought' at long last , i can built a snowman which looks like mrwong.'
but it took much common sense to figure it out that it is not at all snow.
till now, i wonder wad it is.
hahs.
so much for the excitment.

PW tml.
havent did report,
AND script.
God bless our grp,
random incomprehensibility.
funny name?
ask samuel the singlet.

just read the newspaper.
they shld just name it badnewspaper.
there is seriously no good news inside.
wna write just how i feel thru a poem.
hmmmms.

here i go..

staring out from my window,
a thousand broken lives.
a world which once was peaceful,
now filled w/ hatred and lies.

i see families broken,
when husbands leave their wives.
where is the love they once had shared ?
the love that forever binds?

innocent young children,
their lips filled with cries.
abandoned by their parents,
with only a blanket to survive.

dear Lord i pray-
take their hand,
guide them thru the night.
until they reach a place which shines ,
so bright with morning light.

whew.
finished.
guess i needa work more on my poetry.
hahs.

wellwell.
this is exactly how i feel.
this world is not getting any better i guess.
its worser.
as the Bible said...
it'll all come to pass.
so just needa pray for the people out there.
they need hope.
and their only hope,
is God Himself.

reaching out

2005-05-31T04:44:00.000-07:00

howdy.
sry for the sudden dissapearance.
was busy and lazy.
99 percent of it, lazy.
=)

had a wondeful day today,
doing project work.
dunt sound like much fun?
wells, with my sweets like yvo, vic and deb,
the most boring thing can be the most fun thing.
yes, i just gave a compliment.
aw.
i AM sweeet.

finished all the slides in the fastest time.
2hrs.
beat that.
must be those magic fingers we all have.
ooohhh.

choir tml.
again.
and again.
like three times a week during the hols la.
giv us a break man.
i needa go to school like,
almost every day.
ahhhh.
u call this a holiday??
far from that la.
plus all the CIP and project work...
wht a bummer.

i guess the 'real' break is during the dec hols.
yea.
thou i think it is too long.
miss my sch mates la.
hahs.

went to the new sch on monday for CIP.
it is far from new la.
look super old.
and we cleaned up the labs in the sch.
dust was everywhere.
1 inch thick.
argh.
went home all black.
and the place is super ooolu,
plus with all the old folks hanging arnd,
and guess wht..
there is only ONE coffeeshop which is 'forget about it'
and a 7eleven.
like , how can we survive?
i'll see about that.

the classroom are also really small,
with notice boards covering the windows.
guess we'll be air-deprived?
hahs.
i am so not looking forward.
i miss the old school.
sighhs.

everything's changing , and nth feels the same.

2005-05-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

the hols offically begins........ NOW.

2005-05-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

had a fun-filled day ytd at zann's hse,
together with aud, limying and ltr, kim.
watched two movies which were totally awesome!
at least did not get to pay like $9.50 .
find that the price is to-ally ridiculous .

oral was kinda better than i expected.
at least for the chi one.
had a really nice zhong guo guy cher,
who was smiling the whole time when i was there.
maybe he has a damaged mouth,
who knws.
althou i fliched at some words during da passage,
my conver was fine.
was talking non-stop la.
hahs.
as i said , being crappy at times is good.

My God is real, real in mah soul

2005-05-19T17:31:00.000-07:00

exams are overr.
finally.
but somehow,
i cant see anything to rejoice about it.
hahs.
weird eh.
while everyone's yay-ing and ahh-ing about the fullstop,
i'm like SO??

hahs.
at least ive got someone who shares my thoughts.
yvonee's one of 'em.

owells.

found out that wer're playing for GMSS impact and the closing ceremony of our sch on the last day.
so will be having practices frm nxt tue.
yups.
guess that will keep me busy.

prayed for loads of things tdy.
yupps.
felt good aft i prayed,
like loads of burdens have just lifted.

rain or shine, i'll be there

2005-05-17T21:11:00.000-07:00

just had lunch with my dad(:
saw lotsa butterflies hovering arnd the trees.
they looked joyful, happy..
without worries.
they're like somehow..
dancing in each step they take.
this got me thinking.
even animals look happier than us.
they lead a carefree life,
one that trusts its master wholeheartedly.
we as humans,
should be even more joyful then them.
but somehow,
frowns seem to appear everywhere.
as christians,
we should commit to Him wholeheartedly
and put Him in the centre of our lives.
but its rather upsetting to know that we remain oblivious to the fact that He is our GOD.
not just our saviour, friend..
but our GOD.
the word God has such a powerful impact in my heart.
He made the heavens and the earth !!
wad can be too diff. for Him??
we should always look up to Him and not to this world.
then, we can find ourless living just like the butterflies!
dancing in His presense everyday,
depended on Him.
news of the world wouldnt affect us,
for we knw that HE is bigger than the world,
and we are in His creation,
therefore we hav the authority to trample over snakes and scorpians!
victory is ours !

dedicated to HIM

2005-05-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

yays.
one more paper to go!
e maths was kinda OK.
thou i didnt knw some qns.
owells.
was too tired to care.
slept at 9pm last night,
but woke up really tired today.
hahs.
weird aye.
guess im deprived of sleep?
(:
wells,
tml is a hol for me,
so i hav all the time in the world to sleep.
YEA.

whats up wiith looking down on others?
arent we all just bros and sistas?
why make clubs, bands and cliques?
why build walls or pull mean tricks?
why paste fake smiles on a face?
when love thats real is wrapped in grace?
whtas up with acting all superior?
like youre as clean as your exterior?
Jesus called them filty graves,
for HE's the one who saves
us from insecurity
only He can giv us purity.

make me clean , Jesus.

>shallow world<

2005-05-16T16:20:00.000-07:00

boo.
back from school.
hahs.
lit paper was a breeze !
physics was ok.
felt that God really helped me lars.
(:
GLORY TO HIM.

yups.
two more days to jamming !
yays.
cant wait.
hav been thinking of some names to name our band,
but ended up with funnaye ones.
like impact? TUNKU?
hahs.

played the piano during XYQ last sat.
think i did OK only.
really tense.
hahs
all the great musicians surrouding me and everything.
overwhemled.
but shld jus focus on God.
yups.

yvonee is now in my hse CYCLING while studying bio.
lols.
good way to burn fats and collect brain juice aye.
hahas
killing two birds with one stone.
maybe i shld try that.
hahs.

Emaths paper 1 tml !
*cross fingers*

>running after you<

2005-05-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

back. (:

exams today was tedious.
2hrs for A maths.
was a killer.
gave me a headache.
the whole class is gna fail,
except me.
hah.
DREAM ON , DIVINIA.
lbnol.

geog was,
for once,
do-able.

played guitar when i reached home.
and bass.
not that i hav one.
don't u knw that guitars are multi-tasked?
abuse is also one of 'em.
lbnol.

really thanked God for helping me throughout this exam.
without Him,
failure will be inevitable.

yup.
i guess thats my day,
another day closer to heaven,
another day gone on earth.

>depending on your strength<